No one is going to read this or care, but I just need to rant.
I’m 16. My life should be fun and care free. I should be happy with myself, but I’m just not. Everyday I’m reminded that I’m not good enough or smart enough or pretty enough or something. Everyday I hear about how I’m not something enough.
Believe my, I know I’m not good enough I really don’t need the constant reminder. I shouldn’t have to worry about all that anyway. I’m 16! My life has barely begun and because of what I’ve been told my entire life every single day I will always believe that I’m not worth it and that I never will be.
Why can’t anyone see that I’m trying my hardest to be everything I’m expected to be, but it’s hard when I’ll only ever be knocked down every time I get a step up.
Why doesn’t anybody notice that I’m dying inside? Why doesn’t anybody care?
I give up. On everything. I gave up a long, long time ago, really.
I know I’m not pretty or smart or good at anything, so please stop reminding me.