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I do not understand why people send other hate mail. 

Why try to hurt somebody like that? Why try to hurt somebody at all?

Think about it, you’re going out of your way, taking time from yourself only to hit that anonymous button and type something with the intention purely to tear them down.

If you’re going to go out of your way to message someone why not just make it a nice message? Is it that hard to tell someone they have a nice smile or a cool blog that instead you’re rather just send them hate?

Anonymous messages are a privilege, really. You can tell someone how much you love and care about them without them thinking you’re really weird and you’d rather make them feel bad about themselves.

Words hurt. You don’t know if what you said was someones breaking point.

The hate you feel is so important to send is a straight reflection of you and your insecurities. 

Just think before you hit send.  It’s not that hard to just be kind to people.  

No one is going to read this or care, but I just need to rant.

I’m 16. My life should be fun and care free. I should be happy with myself, but I’m just not. Everyday I’m reminded that I’m not good enough or smart enough or pretty enough or something. Everyday I hear about how I’m not something enough.

Believe my, I know I’m not good enough I really don’t need the constant reminder. I shouldn’t have to worry about all that anyway. I’m 16! My life has barely begun and because of what I’ve been told my entire life every single day I will always believe that I’m not worth it and that I never will be.

Why can’t anyone see that I’m trying my hardest to be everything I’m expected to be, but it’s hard when I’ll only ever be knocked down every time I get a step up. 

Why doesn’t anybody notice that I’m dying inside? Why doesn’t anybody care?

I give up. On everything. I gave up a long, long time ago, really.
I know I’m not pretty or smart or good at anything, so please stop reminding me.